Today is my last official work day before year end .
Being self employed and a single parent does not seem to qualify me for official leave , however I am off to Jhb to spend Christmas with my much loved parents and hopefully regain a little sanity through their wise counsel.
Altogether 2009 has been a good year for me on the work front. My new work has been well received and in spite of the recession exhibitions have been successful. I have been fortunate to deal with the most wonderful clients. I can never express enough how heart warming it is for someone to derive pleasure from one of my paintings. Unlike most inanimate objects, a painting is usually deeply personal and carries part of my soul on the canvas. I like to think of my paintings as alive and hope that they bring upliftment and inspiration to those who view them and own them.
Not all of the choices I have made this year have been wise and perhaps I have not yet learnt to exercise the degree of restraint required to avoid emotional turmoil. Somewhere in the recesses of my brain something is telling me that at 40 something it may be a little inappropriate to experience the same highs and lows (although somewhat more discreetly) as my 16yr old daughter. Sadly, this has brought conflict into my usually peaceful life. However I am an artist, we have a tendency to be impulsive, at times extreme and always deeply passionate. I hope that in 2010 my passion is in no way diluted but I do intend to focus it into my work and be less side tracked chasing rainbows.
I hope that in the closing days of this year the conflicts I feel will be resolved by spending time with those who love me, sensible discussion and quiet meditation and in so doing, I can go forward into 2010 feeling positive about potential new projects and certain about the direction I am going to take with my work.
To my fans, my clients, my friends, a deeply sincere thanks for your positive input into my life this year. Your encouragement, kind words and unwavering support keeps me inspired.
I wish you and your loved ones a wonderful, peaceful festive season. May the best of 2009 be the worst of 2010 for you!
Much love and thanks
Bridgette